I wish I had the confidence to tell people just what they mean to me, either good or bad. I wish I had the strength to force people out if they are doing more harm than good. I wish I could make decisions to better myself instead of shoving myself deeper into the pit.
you say you want to die but,
you still put that seat belt on
and look both ways before crossing the street
you lock your windows and doors
you would scream if someone was following you late at night
you would run for your life
but you do want to die
you just want to die on your own terms.
67724) I feel like the only person who I can go to about this always has his own things to deal with. I’m just a burden. My problems are a burden. My weight is a burden.